on your machine i slur a plea for you to come home

hi.
today was a pretty crummy day.
the best part of it was hanging out with my neighbor Eric for like a half hour.
he's really great at cheering me up.
he's really great in general.

so i'm listening to death cab for cutie right now
and it hurts to type with my index finger
'cause i smashed it at work :(

ugh...
sometimes i wish letting to was easy.
i wish i could just find a knight in shining armor to sweep me off my feet
so quickly that i would leave all this extra baggage behind.
oh lord.

i miss the way he smells
and i miss the way he used to love me.
but he doesn't love me like that anymore
and he doesn't treat me like he loves me.
there's no reason for me to go back
and there's no reason for me to hold on anymore
it's just so difficult sometimes.


"you can never find the right person, if you never
let go of the wrong one. but at the same time, the
moment you feel like letting go, you remember
why you held on for so long.

sometimes you have to forget what you want, and remember what you deserve"




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