i just keep thinking how i never meant it to be like this

today is danny's birthday.
23 on the 23rd.

sometimes i wish i could get over him and move on
but at the same time i really really don't want to,
i never wanted to, ever.

oh lord :(
feelings are stupid.

i don't know anything anymore!!!!!

i'm just going to keep listeing to paramore
and hopefully i'll figure shit out.

see, this is why i dont ever think about my feelings anymore!
i don't have any answers to any of the questions!!

i think i'm just going to quit life.




toodle oooh