calls him everyday, he took a kind of vacation

i had this weird dream last night.
it lasted until the morning.
i forgot how it started
but i remember being at Rite Aid
and i wanted to buy a pregnancy test because i thought i was pregnant,
but I didn't want anyone to know it was for me
so I got out my phone and I pretended I was talking to whoever I was going to buy the test for.
the pregnancy tests were really expensive so i just decided to go to school to get one
(i guess because in my dream, the nurses' office had them).
So I went to PCC, but it wasn't the PCC campus, it was my elementary school.
I went up the stairs and into the nurses' office and found the pregnancy tests on top of a cabinet.
I grabbed it and went to the bathroom but when I was in there, there were all these little girls (i guess from the elementary school) and they kept bothering me! it was actually really creepy.
So I couldn't take the test in there because I was trying to look for the instructions and I couldn't concentrate and the print on the instructions was soo small.

Oh it was so confusing.
Anyway, I don't really remember what happened after that, but I do remember being in my car (well it wasn't my car it was a convertible i think) but anyway, i was driving and talking to the nurse on AIM on my laptop and I was asking her how to use the pregnancy tests and she just kept going off on tangents and she never ended up telling me.
so in the end, I never got to use the pregnancy test
and I never found out if i was pregnant.

it was weird.
just thought I'd share it.

Right now I'm listening to Pete Yorn - Sleep Better
and I'm really hungry.
I have a bug bite on the back of my leg near my ankle
and it's really itchy.

I'm feeling a little contemplative
and lonely :(


"she wont feel better alone, no they wont sleep better alone, and they wont feel better alone"



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