is this how it feels when you don't even fit into your own skin?

i finished my book tonight.
it was really good.
Alice Hoffman has never let me down, and i'm glad.

Right now I have to use the bathroom and clean up my bed
but I'm kinda lazy.

I feel like i'm at a point in my life where I'm just dying to meet someone knew
or hang out with someone new.
I realize that there are so many people around me who are complete strangers
and everyone has a story.
everyone has some wisdom to share,
it's incredible.

i want to be more daring in life
and if i see a cute boy
i want to have the courage to tell him that i think he's cute.
taking risks is kind of scary
but i'm excited to see what is out there.

well i think i'm running out of things to say.
it's late and i'm having some pretty interesting conversations.

i'm excited to heal my heart
and see what life has to offer.



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