las night, my mind dreamt across eight state lines

i'm pretty lazy right now :(
i don't really like it though.
i'm starting to get really frustrated with life
and i want to start focusing on getting shit together.

i don't really know what i'm doing at PCC right now.
i think i know where i want to take my life and i'm not really following that track.
this semester i'm taking marine biology, some teaching course, and elementary french.
i think i'm just taking french for fun.
marine biology and the teaching course are for my future.

but i don't even know about being a teacher anymore.
i went on the University of Oregon website earlier and saw that they had majors in environmental science for people who want to get into like environmental policy and stuff like that.
someone once told me that i should minor in public relations because i have really good speaking skills
and i'm thinking, maybe i should use that to my advantage and become some kind of environmental law maker
shit maybe i'll even become a senator.
but that's sort of big-dreaming i think.

i don't really know what i want to do yet
or where i want to go.
i tried to talk with a counselor about my major and the classes i needed to get an AA or something
but I did'nt get to speak with one.
it was so annoying.

i wish i knew what i was doing at college.
i want to be on the right track,
to have someone tell me, "okay these are the classes you need to take."
i'm really just playing it by ear.

if i could i would take a bunch of science classes.
shit man
i'm so behind.

i have to finish some assignments from English 1B last semester.
I have an incomplete grade for that class :(
the only way i can get a letter grade is by writing some essays i didn't do.
i've been procrastinating so much :(
i just want to get on top of everything.

there's just so much going on.

well...i'm rambling and it's awful.
i really should be getting off my ass
i think i'm just soo bored with life's routines.

i need to get out of alhambra.
i need a change of scenery.




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